Back and Forth I Sway With The Wind

I hate endings..I hate not being part of the decision.I just need to go away from myself, my life..My life is boring and tedious.So few little spots of fun and the rest is just BLAH. No drama..I like no drama,I've had quite enough of that already.Just bored and lonely.I keep reading that fucking message over and over again.I just don't get people.including me.The minute he laid all his shit out there I should have jetted.But being me I stayed because we all know the healing power of me after all LOL My ability tp fix the broken, to help those in need..whatever..I quit that shit righjt now. I will make my decisions with more than my eyes and ears..listen to the words not the voice.